Tuesday, August 11, 2009

We lost a hero today




















Eunice Kennedy Shriver died today. It was not unexpected, it has been reported that she was in the hospital and the family had been summoned. We tend to hear a lot about the Kennedy men, but not so much about the women. I do know a bit about Eunice Shriver. I work with adults with developmental disabilities, she was a champion for them.

I hold great respect and admiration for her. The world has truly lost a hero today. She worked her entire life to ensure equal opportunities and experiences for handicapped individuals. She was the first of the Kennedys to speak openly about her sister Rosemary. She used her influence with John to establish a research center for the mentally handicapped. She was a social worker. She worked for the government, helping prisoners of war readjust to civilian life. She founded the Special Olympics and worked to obtain treatment and opportunities for special needs children all over the world. She never stopped working for the causes she believed in. She was an exceptional woman.

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Responsible

I am tired, tired of being responsible. Responsible for myself, responsible at work, responsible for my adult children, responsible for everything. I am angry at myself, I forgot to do some things today. I forgot to pay a bill, I will do it tomorrow, but it will cost more. I have done this to myself, I have put myself in this position. I have tried to pull away, to say "it's your deal, not my problem," but I can't. Ultimately, I let it all be my problem, I feel there is too much at stake. Some times, I wish I could just not give a fuck, but I can't, I guess it just isn't who I am. I want to be irresponsible, I want to let everything lay where it falls. But I can't, and picking up the pieces is harder than holding it all together.